I really don't know what to do.... one moment I feel kinda happy, when my mind flies through beautiful memories and fantasies, but I guess it's all an illusion, an "I'd be so happy if...", not true happiness, as soon after I come back again in this status of nausea, pain, I feel sick and useless, don't know what to do with this fucking life of mine.... How the hell to come out of this numbness? Stop thinking 'bout the past, turning page and focusing on the future? Probably that's the way.... easier said than done... I don't want to cut out all the beautiful things I have in my life now, so how to find the right balance? How to start a new beginning without spoiling everything?
Just to quote miss PJ Harvey: "I need a man...."
Mr. Badmouth
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