"You never gain weight from a doughnut hole" sings Tori... Guess she's right again... We should try to focus on real things, what happens in the real world, non get lost in our fantasies or speculations on "how it would be if..." Not to waste our time with a person as we believe they are different from what we see or we wait for them to change, nor running after the shade of somebody else who is living its own life and has not shown any (manifest) intention of spending a part of its life with us, waiting for something to fall from the sky...
Come on, wake up and let's get our own life! (-.- First I have to get convinced myself.....)
Mr. Badmouth
6.6.11
My life...
I really don't know what to do.... one moment I feel kinda happy, when my mind flies through beautiful memories and fantasies, but I guess it's all an illusion, an "I'd be so happy if...", not true happiness, as soon after I come back again in this status of nausea, pain, I feel sick and useless, don't know what to do with this fucking life of mine.... How the hell to come out of this numbness? Stop thinking 'bout the past, turning page and focusing on the future? Probably that's the way.... easier said than done... I don't want to cut out all the beautiful things I have in my life now, so how to find the right balance? How to start a new beginning without spoiling everything?
Just to quote miss PJ Harvey: "I need a man...."
Mr. Badmouth
Just to quote miss PJ Harvey: "I need a man...."
Mr. Badmouth
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